Hidden secrets
'Never again I give up'
thought leaving the hospital "
you ok baby"
said picking her up "yea baby I want to go home"
said "ok hunni"
said 'How am I gonna tell him now he wanted it more than me'
thought "hows the baby"
said "Its gone"
said "what do you mean i thought it was wind"
said "I lost it last night if you bothered to come and see me"
said now crying cos I lost the baby "if you didnt run after your family all the time you wouldnt get stress and then loose it would you"
started to shout "listen to me
my mum is termally ill and
and
has there own familys im the only link left "
said ""
why ?""
said "the docs said its cos ........... cos it wasnt attatched to the womb when it was concieved""
said "No Why have you to look after your mother""
said "cos im the only one who loves her enough" "
said "Stop the car I want to walk"she said waiting for the car to stop "see you at home" "
said "yea""
said closing the car door ' he doesnt understand'"
thought ring ring - Hello - "
, "
and I is putting mum in a care home - why ? - cos your pregnant - no am not i lost it cos yous didnt help me - bull shit - bull shit huh why am I sitting outside of the hospital park just for the shit fun of it - how? - em basically too much stress - sorry - yea bye with that ""
hung up ' Ive gotta get away from this place , I need a fresh start' "
though she stood up and walked to the train station and bought the first train ticket to London 'no-one will find me here' she thought After a long train ride "
finally got to london she stepped off the train and tripped over some luggage 'good thing that am not pragnant anymore'she thought "sorry I didnt mean to hurt anyone" the young lad said "its ok I should have looked "
said "hi am
"the lad said "
but call me
"
said "why
"
asked "em cos I dont want
anymore"
said "Ah so where do you live"
asked "nowhere I just left home"
said "why?"
asked "cos I lost everything"
said "ah well come with me and I'll put you up for a whlie untill you get on your feet"
said "You sure"
said "aslong you can stand snoring"
said "yea I can "
said "good cos
is a heck of a snorer"
said "whos
"
asked Helping
with his luggage "my flat mate and were Making up a band"
said "cool what kind of music"
asked "em dunno really we need to sort that part out"
said " sounds cool though"
said 'Nice lad '
thought "so what brings you to london again"
asked "cos i have no family"
said "did they die"
asked
nodded and a tear rolled down her face "am sorry when "
asked "days ago"
said steppping into the taxi "well
will put a smile on your face"
said "can you play any instruments" He asked "Yea I can "
said "cool you can write songs with us instead of sitting around doing nothing"
said "thanks so where are we going"
asked "456 godsway street "
said to the driver ' o.m.g godsway I choose the right pearson suit case to fall over'
thought The taxi ride was quiet
and
must have ran out of things to say or just nervous of each other but whatever it was it kept them quiet The taxi came to a halt infront of a 2 block flat and a man it waving out of the top window and
waves back "whos that"
asks "Thats
"
said "his hair is funny"
said "yea It is isnt it he must have dyed it when I was visiting home"
said
came out to help "Alright
you go home for 3 days and you bring back a bird"
said "em actually she fell over my bag and has nowhere to stay she just lost her family"
said "and her name"
asked
stood looking dumbfounded "
"
said "Alright
am
"
said "yea ...em ...hi ...sorry to be a burden "
said "
whats your first name ?"
said "its
"
said "Can I call you
"
said "yea "
said "come in well Manage
suitcases"
said "em ok"
said going into the house
looked around the hall as she didnt want to go any further than she already is "go into the living room
will show you the way"
said
followed
into the livingroom she seen a few scattered guitars and paper everywhere "sorry about the mess I've been writing songs "
said
looked at the florida guitar in the corner "Its
"
said "can i see it "
asked "em I'll ask
"
said "sure you can"
said hearing as he comes into the livingroom
lifted the guitar and started to strum a few notes and hummed a few lyrics "what was the lyrics and can you play that again"
said getting a pencil "Ill write them down I cant sing"
said "go on its only us we just met you so we cant judge you"
said "ok"
said and started to strum the note again find me and show me what do you want from me its gotta be better than this
and
looked on as
finished "wow kool lyrics thats like a chorus"
said "yea it is but it was something in my mind you know that comes out so I cant put them on paper"
said "thats easily fixed"
said getting a tape recoreder out "I use this when i have no paper ill give it to you cos you have songwriting potential"he said "are you sure"
asked "sure now lets finishe this song youve got in my head"
said "sure"
said "use that guitar"
said pointing to the guitar on the stand gathering dust "sure"
said 3 years later 3 mates became 4
and
did find another member his name is
the band has 8 smash hits out about 4 number ones
has lost count Today
,
and
is going to the brit awards "
you ready"
said
is sat on the couch wearing her sweats "yea am ready "
said "good
and
you ready"
shouted "yea I am
is just fixing her hair"
said nodding to
"shes really down isnt she "
whispered "yea she is I wish her and
get together"
whispered back "why do you think that
"
whispered "cos since the day she came her shes been really withdrawn from me and speaks to
no problem"
whispered back "
hunni can you help me pick out a t-shirt"
shouted
moved from the couch and went upstairs "
has never called her
"
said "yea i know strange"
said "boys what are you both whispering about"
said "about
and
"
said "oh did you hear him call her
thats very strange"
said "yea"
said Meanwhile upstairs in
room "alright
what one have I to pick out of"
said "em I shouted you cos I found this"
said showing
a newspaper clipping '
has been missing for 2 years now people think she ran away people think shes dead , her family is missing her , she disappeared the day after she lost her child and my be in need to mental help contact....'
sat the newspaper clipping down "Do you know this woman "
sai d "
look I lied because I had to take care of her every day while my brother and sister did nothing I lost my baby through them "
said ran downstairs and ran out of the house "
"
said looking confussed "
!"
shouted "what "
said "what did you say to her "
said "nothing Just asked a question about her family"
said "idiot you know she gets upset"
said "lets go the brits awaits"
said "im calling Harry to find her"
said getting his phone out going into the limo
ran through the streets crying she stopped at a phone box and dialed the first number she remembered - Hello - Charlotte get you mummy - ok Auntie
- good girl - hello -
why did you do that - cos we were all worried - im fine now -
was worried he contacted the papers and everything - why did her care i herd he got married and has a kid - yea and Dan-t is lookin for you - so
if I wanted to be found I would have came home by now "
"Harry shouted "Harry im sorry "
said and hung up the phone without saying goodbye or nothing "its ok I knew about you "Harry said "Harry I only left my last life cos i was treated wrong"
said "I understand"Harry said "
!" a guy shouted "Harry lets go "
said getting in to the car "yea"Harry said and drove off "Damn!" the guy said In the car "you ok"Harry said "Harry Im never ever going to get with
now that he found out my Hidden secret"
said "he will maybe thats why he aint asked you out yet hunni he wanted to get to know you better and cos you havent said much is looking it up"Harry said "yea but he didnt need to pretend to need help he could of said infront of
and
so i can get kicked out"
said "And if you do your moving in with the Mcfly boys ok"Harry said pulling up infront of the house "on you go hun ill be fine "
said going in and blew Harry a kiss
press the answer machine "
Its fletch look we cant keep using your lyrics cos your name isnt on the album you need to be reconised so the next order of albums going out I put your name on most of the songs" "
Its
am sorry what I did plese meet us at the afters show party" "
Its Danny, Harrys a prick he just left without a word" 'shit thats my fault'
thought -Hello -Danny that was my fault Harry took off - its kk he explained - Ok and the next busted album you see my name will be on it - Why? - Fletch cant take all the credit that busted wrote all the songs without help - cool - yea and em Im moving out of here and dont tell Harry cos hell move me in with you lot - ok hunni where you moving - to liverpool cos Dan-t is after me - kk hunni - bye -bye
went upstairs to pack her bags "
"
shouted in a drunken slur "yea
"
said gonig downstairs "get dressed"
said "Ok "
said going back up
put to her Blue baby doll dress
bought her for her birthday , her black sandles , and put on her minimal make up and she walked down the stairs "wow , my lady"
said holding his arm out and
took it and walked out to the limo " Wow
"
said although shes been in em loads "yea get in"
said
climbed in the limo "Nice dress"
said "yea i know
got me it remember"
said "yea i remember"
said putting his hand on
thigh "
"
said
turned round and kissed
She stiffened up but then relaxed into the kiss They started to discard some clothing
was already hard so He just out himself into
and started to thrust hard and wildly When they finished they got dressed anf the limo stopped putside of the after party "Smile when you get out of here"
said "yea i know how to handle the public"
said "
who is the girl" reporter said "this is
she co-wrote some of our album tracks"
said "which songs" another reporter asked "better than this , Whos david and loads more"
said "when did she start writing 4 you" the same one asked "Before we became a band"
said "thank you all bye"he said ushering
in
had a wicked time at the after show party 6 weeks laters she missed a period and she got worried "
,
wants you"
shouted "In a min getting my guitar"
said lying shes taking a test and thats when the blue line appeared 'shit'she thought
ran downstairs "here "
said "Em I spoke to this guy called Dan-T and he told me that you are mentally ill"
said "
if i was mentally ill Would i be able to write songs "
said looking really shcked "why did he tell me that "
said "cos i left his brother 3 years ago after I lost his kid and now Dan-T is after me cos he wants me in a mental home with me mum"
said She looked at
and
and
looking really shocked She dropped her guitar and ran upstairs and came back down gave
the test lifted her bags she packed "figure that out
and Youll never see it again"
said and left 1 year and a half later
is sitting in a cafe in the south end of london with little Mia "waaaa "Mia squeeled "I know he'll be here soon"
said "Sorry How are you doing and thanks for keeping in contact"Harry said sitting down "no problem"
said "so are you gonna tell
"Harry said "he knew that i was pregnant but Im taking her to see her dad and leave her there cos
I mean she'll kill me"
said "they broke up" Harry said "why "
asked "cos you havent been in contact in 1 year" Harry said "I have with you and Danny you both are the best couple I have met"
said "I know hunni come on and well do this together"Harry said Lifting
s suitcase
lifted a sleeping Mia out of her pram and fold it up Harry put the pram in his boot "and the guys have been getting sent mysterous lyric through"Harry said looking at
"i couldnt leave em high n dry you know"
said "yea I know "Harry said " How are they all "
asked "
and
had a fight over you last week cos
knocked you up and shit" Harry said pulling infront of the flat "here goes"
said walking up the path carring Mia ' O.m.g I feel really sick' She thought
looked back , Harry nodded
Knocked on the door
answered "
o.mg
"
said smiling "oh look at the baby , She is
' "He said "hi
are they in"
said "not yet come in and wait 4 them"
said
went in "Im sorry on leaving like that but I had to "
said "yea I know but when you handed
that stick and said that we didint know wat to think"
said "I couldnt get rid of it cos some how she was part of me"
said "yea shes the double of
"
said "ha ha ha ha yea but you acting like the monkey was classical"
said "sorry "
said Both walked into the livingroom and seen
"
"
said in shock "yea "
said "you look different you look older , you look ..."
said and
cut him off "you look great"
said "How are you?"he said "Am great sit down this is your home"
said "Its yours aswell"
said
was looking at the baby "I know it was a mistake sleeping with you
but this is your daughter Mia "
said "Mia is a lovely name
"
said looking at her "Here"
said standing up to give
the baby "wow "
said "
she just looks like you in every way"
said "
im sorry for shouting at you like that I think I should have checked into a mental home next to my mum"
said "
listen the only reason you reacted like that was cos you knew your life was in danger thats all and I know that now "
said "Yea but I shouldnt have did that to ya"
said " But I spoke to that Dan-T dude and you know I shouldnt have"
said "
"
said "What "
said "shut up and listen to me "
said "Ok "
said " Ive been away for a year and when I was away I thought about me and you how close we got but when you called me
when yous went to the brits it really hurt me and "
said "
ill called you
cos I didnt know what to do , and I call you
cos I liked you since the day you came you
and my home"
said "you...You ..did?"
said "Yea I did "
said and smiled "
am sorry ...
"
said going into the house "Hi
"
said "Awwwww cute baby"
said "thanks
shes called Mia "
said "can I hold her"
said "first I should let you know who the father is first"
said Who Is the father"
said "
is the night Busted won 2 Brits"
said "WHAT
HOW WHY?"
shouted "Cos I was drunk that night and
was wearing that dress
bought her one thing led to another and..."
said looked at Mia "and when I found out I was pregnant I ran off to sort my life out and not to ruin
' life but seem that you cant se that
I know we've been mates since busted formed and you know I wouldnt ruin anyones relationships with anyone, it just happened"
said "HOW CAN IT HAPPEN YOU WEREN'T DRUNK WHY DID YOU ...."
said "SHUT THE FUCK UP MIA'S ASLEEP ...... and calm a moment "
shouted then lowered his voice "
my be Mia's dad but
you know he loves you more than anything in the world dont fuck it up stay friends at least please for my sake and
s sake "He said with saddness in his voice "O.M.G "
said and suddenly fainted "what was that all about"
said giving Mia to
"
"
said shaking her "Em sorry I ah I just havent been well since Mia was born"
lied about she knows what wrong she just doesnt want to worry the lads "I went to the doc ill get my results soon"She said getting Mia and taking her to her old room "Do you think she'll be ok"
asked "yea it's
"
said looking upstairs "yea"
mumbled "look
can we remain friends"
said "sure friends"
said holding his hand out for
to shake it
took it and shook it and left
ran upstairs to see
"hey
whats up ? and i know that were friends and you can talk to
better"
said "And..."He sai d
broke down in tears and hugged
"whats wrong
hunni"
said "
am dying "
said "And I cant get close to
incase I go soon "She said "What of ?"
asked "the problem is they dont know, all the docs know is that this thing is slowly eating my white cells up "
said "I was lucky that Mia was born on her acctual date"She said "When was she born?"
asked "end of december "
said "awwww so she was nearly a christmas baby or a new years baby "
asked "a new years baby but she was born 1 min to the bells"
said looking at her sleeping "Look
you dont need to be a dad to her you know atleast you know she yours "
said "Thanks
but can I be her dad "
said "sure you can look after her when am gone"
said "your not going anywhere"
said smiled at
they sat that whole talking about the song she sent in for them to finish and helped him finish 2 they were stuck on ,
did help because he wanted a hold of Mia and feed her and basically love her 6months later
got the all clear from the doctors and is going out with
as she let her heart decide
is taking on the responsibility of the father of Mia and so is
is still shocked at the whole thing and getting
broody
has basically helped butsed write a whole new album in 6months even though the album isnt due to be written untill Mias birthday But
wanted to be with her on her second birthday, also to be with friend
was glad that
came back from wherever she was and is still with her but her still doesnt know about her illness Just hoping
doesnt need to hide anymore secrets The End
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